Apologies for the video link (it now works).

Not the best of ends to today. kp had been holding the tears in all day. As we retired for the evening, she started crying. She is so anxious about the operation. She was distressed for about 30 minutes, and gradually (with me holding her in bed, stroking her good side) it faded until she was asleep.

It’s 9am now and she is still asleep. I am not going to wake her until I have to. The less time she is conscious before the op, the better.