Another thing I forgot to mention.

During breakfast yesterday, Karen and I were talking and at this point, she wasn’t showing any signs of improvement. She said something like this……..

kp:- I feel like I am just going down and down and down. . I feel like I am entering a really dark place

It’s 1.10pm and we have postponed OT today and kp is still asleep in bed. I am going to wake her now.

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Today has shown more improvement in kp’s mental state. I am very relieved. kp has been in a very dark place (as she described it) before and she didn’t speak for a month (no exaggeration). I remember her trying to talk to Eileen (our next door neighbour) over the fence, and she could only whisper. That was when our final IVF attempt didn’t work.

Today she has pretty much slept all day, probably something she needed to do. She WAS awake from about 1.30am until 5am to be fair and from 1.15pm until 2.30pm.

So, very much a nothing day today, but worth it to see Karen turn a very welcome corner.

Tomorrow we have the neuropsychologist coming which is a big relief as well. I know she will work her magic and kp should feel even better.

That’s it for today.

Well, that’s of course until I remember the things that I have forgot and end up doing 2 bl++dy addendums.